“You Ain’t Loosing Your Mind, You’re Just In The Garden.” GNR


O.T. Catalyst Coop…


My garden gives me pleasure

from its filth then to its leisure.

My garden gives me hope

when division rings around the pope.

My garden keeps me busy

in a fallacy weeded tizzy.

Thus my garden is also distraction

else I’d O.D. on relentless satisfaction.

Joy to world, my garden is sung

its solitude perfectly suits me

its quiet bites my tongue.

Tabula Rasa was my garden

now is glows and begs your pardon.

My other garden also gives me food

but that is not the garden of today’s mood.

The garden that I speak of here

is found only in my head.

It’s a garden of complete freedom

it’s the garden where worms shed.

Let outer light shine into thy darkness

via knowledge from the dead.

The garden that I speak of

is golden after lead.

The gnosis that I speak of…

is where I choose tread.


“If you’re lost no one can show you.” The Garden GNR



The “Best of” The Catalyst Coop Collection

M-Day of Rage, are you up yet!?

M-Day of Rage, are you up yet!?


“All I wanna say is that they don’t really care about us.” Michael Jackson

“Change is what we are my child.” Puscifer

“Swing on a spiral our divinity and still be a human.” TOOL

“Pray to your christ to your god, never taste of the fruit.” Perfect Circle

“I ain’t reading that mother fucking book because a human wrote it.” Hopsin

“Nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too.” Beetles

“So you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain?” Pink Floyd

“Some say what you don’t know can’t hurt you, I say what you don’t know already murdered you.” Pho

“Ram your religion so far up your ass, until it becomes just a thing a of the past.” Decide

“And if you save yourself, you will make him happy. He’ll keep you in a jar, and you’ll think you’re happy.” Nirvana

“I’m the man in the box, buried in my shit, won’t you come and save me?” Alice In Chains

“I see faith in your eyes, never to hear the discouraging lies.” Metallica

“The people sat waiting out on their blankets in the garden but God said nothing.” Crash Test Dummies

“And I’m starting to feel a lot like Charlton Heston, stranded on a primate planet.” NOFX

“M-Day.” Astro Raph

“I’m more than just a little curious how your planning to go about making your amends, to the DEAD.” Perfect Circle The Noose


June 28 2015: Catalyst Coop Failures

Through the eyes of the majority.

Through the eyes of the majority.

I say Catalyst Coop Failures in the title because undoubtedly the science of soil, water, and ecology are not wrong (Permaculture’s backbone) even if we (I) don’t fully understand their intricacies yet, thus have made some mistakes.

“Swing on a spiral.”

I have never had any problem admitting when I have failed, because recognition of said failure is what has made me so successful in my successes. You know, learning from my mistakes. But I see blame shifting everyday outside my bubble, you probably do to; and what are the chances that the inability to self criticize and criticize others is a percentage of our current level of idiocracy?

I say the chances are good, and that societal passivity in all things from self analyzation to condemnation of that which has been falsified is the biggest reason we are such a dumb-fucked culture. Piss on pacifists! Someone should make a bumper sticker of that…

On top of most refusing to admit their wrongs and agonizingly hiding their mistakes in a web of lies, they then beat honest folk over the head with their humbling stories of misfortune.

It’s kind of like that meme; “Democracy, where any two idiots can out vote a genius.”

Moral of the story, well if you don’t get it then please exit the gene pool.

So without further ado, and without the dead weight that just exited, please enjoy my mistakes and my inability to speak without a script.

Manual Link Here

And for the tune, Puscifer- Conditions of My Parole. “A mans home trailer is his White Castle.”

Catalyst Coop Walk Through 4-21-15 : Preview to 2015 growing season

Omega to its core, we all experience and explore.

Omega to its core, we all experience and explore.

Howdy hello,

I’m back to present another installment of the Coops evolution, which, includes a new bridge for the question mark shaped sink and pond, finished deck and wood shed area, the chicken tractor in use, a rare view of the woodlot, and the new water fall frog pond. But for those who have followed the progress here, you will see many many other changes.

This is a preview of the 2015 growing season, check back soon to see the whole place overgrown with edibles and medicinals.

This years chicks are on there way after finally having a hen go broody. I hope she stays for the long haul. I did not get the chance to bring in a new rooster for color, so next year it is I guess…

Many of the fruit trees and berry bushes are starting to gain size, many annuals have natural crafted themselves and continue to return, and new plants such as Goji berry and currents have been planted this spring.

The place is maturing, just as it should. But as a reminder to my readers, for the exception of any earth works none of these beds were ever tilled even once. This place was one flat brick that very few things grew on. Only mulch of many types, and growing what would grow has produced this place. The soil is maturing, more is growing, and all the extra hardship just to ad my own kind of personal challenge to this type of gardening. Not to mention perennializing my annuals by strengthening their genetics for easy self seeding.

So the work being done, lets have some fun. For a song tonight, tonight… Because, “time is never time at all.”

Catalyst Coop, October 2014, 3 Part Walk Through Video Series

I actually had a guy tell me from this picture that the one on the left must be the fresh egg... Palm to face, and sigh...

I actually had a guy tell me from this picture that the one on the left must be the fresh egg… Palm to face, and sigh…

Hello again from the middle of Kansas,

Today’s video revolves around more progress and explanation from the Catalyst Coop. The modern homestead with advanced creativity. This will include a good view of the Chicken paddock system as well, which, houses 8 Chickens at the moment. Just about the max for the 4,000 +/- sqft that it all sits on.

The advancements here at my little farm are profound given the lack of money used in its construction, and lack of time while also slaving for the dollar, yet it could be so much more with only a few hundred dollars every year that I didn’t have to give away. I know very well that merit plays a negligible role in modern society, because I know with logic and reason my own experiences in this economic life. America’s trendsetter’s, outsiders, rebels, and of course Catalyst’s are not well placed in society as we should be.

It isn’t just color people discriminate against. Often times as I see it, it is ‘better’ that people discriminate against… And that damn sure is no ego, it is simply reality of ego-compensation as I term it. The idiocracy movie that has not been written yet maybe,,, where the stupid people don’t just outnumber, they also don’t want smart people in their lives and would rather get rid of them… Sound a little too real? Sounds like those new fangled fast Zombies… Comedy! I know it is different elsewhere, but I am here.

Many ‘movements’ are trying to stop this plausible reality of devolution and bring about an educated society of equal opportunity for all. These are some that I personally appreciate. The Venus Project, The Zeitgeist Movement, and The Meritocracy Party.

Though the first two have amazing opportunities for the future, The Meritocracy project could very well be the stepping stone to that resource based economic goal; not to mention Meritocracies long-lasting social implications revolving around merit as advancement to ones desired place in society. Something that is sold to us today as free market capitalism and the American dream, all the while dynasties of family money actually make all the important decisions and appoint their crony friends to their supplemental positions. Leaving many bright and under appreciated citizens wondering what the hell?

Okay, back to the farm, a change that I can make in my own life right now.

Those who enjoyed my previous videos will also enjoy this series of 3. As always there is some creative thinking going on here at The Coop!

Link to 1 of 3

Link to 2 of 3

Link to 3 of 3

I don’t know but it’s been said that serious music is for serious heads… So here is to serious music! The Halo’s of our retardedly outdated systems are slipping down, are you putting any weight on them? A Perfect Circle – The Noose.